I learnt something about myself yesterday... Hi there! If you're new to my blog, welcome! My name is Treasure, and I love to journal and write. Well, this is my own world because I share my own 'little' thoughts here. I consider myself a quiet and self-aware person. On this blog, I document every growing and limiting moment of my life. I do hope that this blog inspires someone. Welp, let's dive in! I realized something about myself yesterday. I'm quite the achiever - maybe not an overachiever, but I want to do great things and do it well. My phone is my biggest distraction, especially when I use it for the wrong reasons, social media is cool but it can be both my breaking point and rising point (if I need an adrenaline rush, that is). Yesterday, while looking through old messages from my dear friend, I felt a huge sense of how unrealistic I had been. The more I thought of the situation, the more I saw how and why I felt the need to please others so much... The ans...
This has to be the most trying moment of my life. 1 John 5:4 – For every child of God defeats this evil world by trusting Christ to give the victory. Have you ever experienced fear so much that you could cut it with a knife? Over the course of this year, I have felt anxiety that would be considered toxic for anyone. On most days, it felt deafening, and all I wanted to do was cry. On other days, I'd pull myself together and try to fix the pieces. I had to ask myself, "Why?" I wasn't like this before! I had moments where I was scared, but never anything like this. I could feel myself drowning in self-pity when I knew that I could be courageous and take a step further, but I remained here... in this dark place. The moments ahead of me were ones where I had to make real choices for my life, and I was afraid of making the wrong choices and of remaining small. I didn't want to miss out on the good things of life and make a mistake that was costly for me, and so I chos...