Skip to main content

Just a feeling... Or is it more?


My life and time in Taraba is something that will continually intrigue me...

Right now, the thought in my mind is, "Father, why is my life so simple and just the basic routine?" It's a house to school, to library setting and while I'm not bothered by this moment because I know that I've had extremely active moments during my stay in Taraba, I just can't seem to think about this whole ordeal.

I love the simplicity of this season and the growth that I know that I'm receiving in it. It's something that I can feel in my bones.

The yearning for Abba seems to increase and I just want to gulp down and know more about Him. I love that He sees and finds me worthy of having a relationship with Him.... I'm sincerely grateful because I know that I'm not the best.

I really cannot express or have the words to describe how much it feels to be loved by God, but one thing is certain, it's a thrilling and amazing feeling.

Right now, as I write these words, I feel full yet hungry for more.

Hmmm... That explains the desire for more food recently😅. 

It's about time I soak myself more in the word of God because nothing really can satisfy this feeling. Probably explains why a lot of times we go seeking for approval and validation from the wrong things and people.

Nothing but God can truly satisfy us and with this bubbling desire to write about how good God has been, comes a need to shout it out and say, "GOD IS GOOD AND HE'S THE BEST THERE IS TO EVER HAVE IN YOUR LIFE!"

We really are nothing without God, I am nothing without Abba! Even my supposed skills and creativity are things that stem from Him and without Him, I don't think I'll ever live a fulfilled life.

I was thinking about how I want my whole life to stem from Him. How I want my family, relationships, career, future, everything, to just come from Him and sincerely, that's the best thing ever for me... I don't want to do life without Abba's leading.

Father, you knew I'd be here before now... Take all of me and fill me up with more of you.


Sincerely, 

Tee😊

Comments

  1. Wow!
    You seem to be a very devoted lover of God.
    It is my prayer that you succeed and find absolute joy and peace in knowing God.
    May all your heart's yearning be answered.

    xoxo,
    TRD

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Amen, thank you very much!
      God bless you too.
      It is my prayer that you find fulfilment in all that God has given you.

      Delete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

For the moments when you feel stuck!

  I started this year with a lot of enthusiasm... I remained expectant for the best. I had plans that I wanted to accomplish, and I wasn't going to miss it. As time went on, things started going off track, and I wasn't having it. I tried all that I could to keep everything in order, but the more I tried, the more I fell apart. I was losing myself and my focus.  I was always feeling guilty about things that I did and didn't do. At the end, I broke down. I thought that I just needed to be strong, but I realised that I needed a mind shift, and this shift occurred in the most unique way ever. I had to learn by letting go. Strength wasn't the only thing that mattered to me at this moment, and I realise that now. This write-up isn't to confuse or give you a reason to pity me but to remind you that in moments where you think that all you'll need is your strength and willpower, Abba is calling you to depend on him more. While I had my plans, and of course planning is go...

Starting All Over Again

7:44pm  Saturday, 16th, November 2024. It's been a long while since I've been up in this space. I just read a post from a few months back and it made me realize that I really miss writing. It's been like what? A few months? A year maybe without consistently writing on the blog. In these few months that have passed though, I have grown, and I am learning constantly to be patient with myself. I've had time to read, develop, and basically build on myself. One thing is certain though, I still have a lot to learn, and this is only the beginning of my life's journey...  Okay, okay... I think I've somewhat started it or maybe gone through a mock phase of life's journey. Hmmm...  I've experienced growth, and I can see what the Lord is doing in my life. I see how intentional God is about each and every one of his children.  Just a head's up to all old and new readers, there's a lot of God in my writeups and I'm unapologetic about it. I love the Lord s...

The Journey Thus Far

I remember when I just started out my Christian journey. It was the toughest thing ever for me.  I the basic knowledge of who God was, at least I thought I did. I only knew what our teens teacher had taught us, "Read your bible, pray every day!" At least that was the most basic thing that I could remember thus far. My walk with God remained mundane up until 2022 - The year I became the teens president and had my basic foundation teachers leave the Church for greater things ahead. I had little to no knowledge of what to do other than the words that they had told me, "Ask God!" You could imagine my surprise when I heard those words.  Ask who? I could barely ask a teacher a question in class and now you want me to ask who? I don't even hear him to begin with. But that was it... That was the answer I had been given when I needed help, and that was just what I had done. Not long after, I came in contact with social media Christian influencers and content creators in ...