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Just a feeling... Or is it more?


My life and time in Taraba is something that will continually intrigue me...

Right now, the thought in my mind is, "Father, why is my life so simple and just the basic routine?" It's a house to school, to library setting and while I'm not bothered by this moment because I know that I've had extremely active moments during my stay in Taraba, I just can't seem to think about this whole ordeal.

I love the simplicity of this season and the growth that I know that I'm receiving in it. It's something that I can feel in my bones.

The yearning for Abba seems to increase and I just want to gulp down and know more about Him. I love that He sees and finds me worthy of having a relationship with Him.... I'm sincerely grateful because I know that I'm not the best.

I really cannot express or have the words to describe how much it feels to be loved by God, but one thing is certain, it's a thrilling and amazing feeling.

Right now, as I write these words, I feel full yet hungry for more.

Hmmm... That explains the desire for more food recently😅. 

It's about time I soak myself more in the word of God because nothing really can satisfy this feeling. Probably explains why a lot of times we go seeking for approval and validation from the wrong things and people.

Nothing but God can truly satisfy us and with this bubbling desire to write about how good God has been, comes a need to shout it out and say, "GOD IS GOOD AND HE'S THE BEST THERE IS TO EVER HAVE IN YOUR LIFE!"

We really are nothing without God, I am nothing without Abba! Even my supposed skills and creativity are things that stem from Him and without Him, I don't think I'll ever live a fulfilled life.

I was thinking about how I want my whole life to stem from Him. How I want my family, relationships, career, future, everything, to just come from Him and sincerely, that's the best thing ever for me... I don't want to do life without Abba's leading.

Father, you knew I'd be here before now... Take all of me and fill me up with more of you.


Sincerely, 

Tee😊

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  1. AnonymousAugust 8, 2024 at 12:33 PM

    Wow!
    You seem to be a very devoted lover of God.
    It is my prayer that you succeed and find absolute joy and peace in knowing God.
    May all your heart's yearning be answered.

    xoxo,
    TRD

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