13/01/23
It's another weekend.
Apparently, this is the second weekend of 2023, and I've been on a fasting and prayer session organized by my Church. It's been one of a kind for me really.
Normally, I'd just join in on the fasting and stop when the fasting ends, practically happy that I get to eat. Even now I'm still learning the process of waiting but, it's way better than a few years ago.
Right now, I'm beginning to understand that there's a whole lot involved when spending time with God. You begin to grow in ways you never thought of and you definitely learn to trust him with your things and life.
Growing up in a church environment does not necessarily make you a Christian. Just as you learn to walk as a baby, you do the same in your journey with Christ.
I've learned a lot in my walk with God and I'm basically still learning but, these few days of praying and fasting has really taught me how much consistency matters.
It really is a major part of growing in anything at all, spiritually, physically, and otherwise. You only grow when you consistently do a thing. Also, I have been able to push past my limit and it amazes me how much you can do when you set your mind to do something.
I begin to see also, the cracks in my character and feel the changes I'm undergoing. I'm not perfect and seeing that I'm growing makes me happy.
Being good at a lot of things can be a blessing and a curse in its own way.
When it comes to choosing what next to do, I always have my mind filled with a lot of things. I'm always stuck either between two or more career choices and sometimes, I find it difficult to just pick out my best strength.
Unlike those people who know what to do, I had and sometimes still have a hard time choosing my path. Being who I am made me want to be so sure of what happens next when the truth is, there are different patterns to a puzzle. You can fix it however way but it still comes out being a complete picture.
Why the long story? Well, I just wanted to state that we may not know what way we want to follow, but trusting that there will always be a way out with God keeps us going.
Never neglect the act of building yourself. God might show you the way to do a thing, but unless you make a move to do it, you never really get it done or amount to much.
And so, after much debate, I had come to the final conclusion to groom myself in design. I've always had a flair for colors and being able to create things differently. Also, when a coursemate of mine asked that I designed something for him, it got me back on track and I just missed how much I used to design.
Going for UI/UX design helps to build my narrative in different ways and I see myself doing great things in that career path.
Writing is turning out to be a un hobby that helps me express myself more and it's also building my English.
Wow! What a long week and a long write-up for today. Granted, I haven't written for over two days.
God loves you😌
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