P.S_ Listen to Alakori by anendlessocean on repeat when readingš¤
Father could not have picked me up at the very best time and in the very best of seasons.
Clarity...
Has God ever made any mistake? No, never!
I had started out my journey with God out of a nudge from the creator Himself. It was certain that this whole ordeal was not a mistake. I remember that day as vivid as if it was yesterday. Abba had personally indulged me with a piece of Himself. I didn't get the message that was taught by the lady that day, but I was certain that the moment I stepped outside and made that declaration, I was not going back on this relationship with God.
After this little ordeal I yearned for more, but I didn't know how to reach out.
I read my bible, prayed like I was told, and did the little I could do to fill this yearning that somewhat kept growing in my heart.
I had moments where I wanted to let go and just be on my own, but did Abba let me?
Nope, He didn't!
He seemed to be drawing me closer to Himself.
Position after position, task after task kept me in His presence and taking note of my inconsistencies and showed me on multiple situations that I needed this God in my life, or I would have a whole lot of loopholes in my being.
Abba seemed to be working with me and my little efforts in building this relationship and I could see that I had crossed a threshold in my walk with God, but I still definitely had a lot to learn about God and myself in this journey.
The day had come where I knew that I could do more, I should be more!
There was anger and pain, and a whole lot of other feelings that I just couldn't comprehend but I knew that I wanted answer and that my journalling about it was not giving me answers.
The Climax...
There was a hunger for fellowship that I didn't have so far in this journey with Abba.
I knew that there were other children of God out there, but my environment never really encouraged consistent fellowship and so far, I had been walking most of my journey on the little knowledge that Abba had given me.
I had times where I doubted His voice, but I still tried my best to yield when I was certain that heard from Him.
One of the promises Abba had made to me was that He would give me a fellowship and show me that I wasn't the only one on this journey with Him. Of course, there were others that I could see around me, but I was sure that I needed a different perspective, I needed to see life from another point of view.
Abba wasn't joking!
He knows the times and seasons and when the time was right, He led me into the service year.
Others have a lot of things that they're gaining during their NYSC service year but for me, this season is one of separation. Abba has chosen this season bring me to a clearer understanding of Himself.
I'll definitely share more on this journey with you but first...
I know now that I have been chosen to liberate His children just like He's doing for me through the people that I have met, the fellowship that I have encountered.
God Loves You.
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