Dear Father,
I'm trying not to dwell on the negative parts of my life, but a frequent dose of negativity is never seen as a good thing.
It traumatizes you in ways you can never imagine.
I want to prove them all wrong, show them that I don't need to rely on them (each of my past and present truamitizing moments and people) to succeed.
I want them to know that no matter how they try to make me weak and cry, I'll always come out stronger. I want them to know that I don't need them as my source of survival and that God can use anyone to help me grow.
Over the course of my birthday wishes, I felt extremely loved.
One word in particular struck me.
"Light!"
"You're a light!"
"Let your light continue to shine brighter!"
All these words from people who see absolutely what I don't see.
I know I'm made to touch lives at one point in this life but, I'm not seeing what these people see.
Not seeing what is so outstanding about this Treasure.
Father I'm not sure what I want to do at this point, but I want to live a calm and peaceful life that resides only in you.
Your Daughter,
Tee.
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