20/12/22
Today has really been a boring day.
I really thought that it'd be full of drama, but it's most likely sleep and a few movies here and there.
Over the previous weekend I was unusually moody and it seemed to enter into Sunday. On any other occasion I'd be bubbly and full of smiles but this particular day had been a blur.
I was smiling but it was half-heartedly. I could sense this gloomy aura. The feeling of being unaccomplished. It was soaked within my bones and I just couldn't do anything other than sleep it off.
Where was it coming from?
If my life has taught me anything, it's the fact that what I experience has a way of affecting my emotions. This is sometimes not a good thing because it affects your environment and these experiences are not always good.
I went for an outing on Friday and I think that's where it started from. I had fun, trust me I did but, some of the conversations left me thinking on my behaviour as an individual. It left me feeling insecure and unsure.
Be mindful of the things you let into your mind and sphere.
Really, it wasn't a bad conversation or steotyping. It just expressed how people saw me as an individual and that wasn't what I wanted for myself.
Strive to be the best in your little community... It doesn't have to be perfect, but be known for good.
Anyways, this had an effect on my behaviour up until Sunday during the teachings tht morning.
The Bishop said something that really stuck though.
He said to praise God in it all. When you praise God, it makes a way for you. It gives room for God to do miracles~ paraphrased.
With that little word I had gathered, I was able to enter Monday feeling much better. It didn't seem like much, but I was able to move ahead.
Lessons Learnt
In everything that happened over the weekend up until now, I had learnt a few things that I'd like to share;
Praise is a powerful instrument in your life with God.
God is taking you through lesson and he'll make sure to open you to what you're doing wrong so as to change your life and make you a better child.
It doesn't matter how long it takes, God will make sure to take you through this training and make you a different person (a better person).
That's how God can be.
His love thrives in Obedience. Your obedience to the instructions he has given.
God loves you😌
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