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Lost Words...

I had just accidentally deleted a post that spoke volumes to me because I wanted to auto correct it...

It really did speak a lot, but now I can't get it back and it feels like a part of me went with itπŸ˜”

I don't really know what to say, but that's how life is...

It's only been a few minutes, but it dropped this illustration in mind...

We're that valuable to God.

It's the pain you feel when that material you treasure so much gets ripped on an outing...

When we live apart from Father, it's like we tore a piece of his heart or caused injury to him.

When we make mistakes and choices that go far from his word, it hurts.

When we walk in a different direction from his..

He is God, Yes!

But he is a jealous God.

I shouldn't be hurt by a little piece of writing. After all, I've written others ands they're good works too.

But you see, this little piece of writing has it's own story...

It had it's part to play, and it hurts to see that this story wasn't told.

I guess that's how we are when it comes to God.

Loosing something so precious...

I pray the inspiration comes again and the grace to learn.

God loves you 😌

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